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Interests: listening to indie rock or classical music. the television. books. writing poetry/lyrics/stories/fan fiction, you name it. procrastinating. doodling crappy drawings. being happy. cheering people up. acting weird. singing in the shower. jazz hands with Mika. browsing/loitering in bookstores and record bars. pondering on topics. daydreaming. being hyper. sarcasm. family. friends. hanging with GOD and having funny talks with Him in Church. junk food. pigging out. being a hopeless romantic. having emo conversations with CJ or Lourdz. wearing funny masks. matchmaking Andy with Bill Beckett of TAI. lakwa. having movie/series marathons. surfing the net. blogging. dancing my socks off. headbanging with my Andy. sub gigs with the Alcaldia. taking stupid pictures. discovering new indie bands with Andre. acting. competitive swimming. messing around in random places. pwning Jacob Black.
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Monday, April 28, 2008

The Sixth Sense: Prologue and Chapter 1

It's the new story I'm working on! Chapter 1 isn't done yet, so bear with me.

 

Prologue

 

Dad died of a heart disease. And that’s when it all began.

 

            I was four years old, and I still didn’t know anything about the world. My mother’s name was Christine, and she opted to move out of the condominium my family was currently living in. She needed my father’s support to pay for the rent. But Dad wasn’t here right now. He was gone.

 

            The wake was held at the old house we bought for a reasonable price, right out of the city, and into a quaint little town where trees overshadowed the lonely streets with their ever-growing branches, since Christine couldn’t afford to rent a Church anymore. The casket was already expensive to begin with. I shivered as I looked out of the window, for they looked like they could take me out of my safe home in any minute. My eyes wandered across the living room, and met Micah, my brother two years older than me. He sat along the stairs with his coat and tie on, observing the strangers quietly as they passed by. Once he saw me looking, he glared at me, making me run to Christine, who was busy entertaining the guests in her long black dress.

 

            “…yes, he was a good man,” she agreed, wiping the tears from her face with the tissue she clutched tightly. She was conversing with them, and yet her expression looked so distance, as if there was something else on her mind that was bothering her. I tugged at her dress.

 

            “Mommy, Micah’s scaring me again,” I whined with my little voice, pointing to my brother, who abruptly looked away from me. Christine shook her head, giving me a slight push out of the circle of adults she was in.

 

            With a sad smile forever engraved on her face, she sighed, “Go out and play, sweetie. Mommy’s busy now. There’s a nice swing over there, why don’t you go try it out?”

 

            I took a deep breath, crossing my arms and stomping out of the house. There were no more guests outside, and all I saw was an empty, green backyard with a solitary swing hanging on the huge oak tree. I fell to the grass, observing the ants on the soil. I pinched the one that attempted to climb up my pink skirt. Suddenly, a cold gush of wind swirled around the air, making my head snap up immediately. The backyard wasn’t empty anymore.

 

            Sitting numbly on the swing was a tall young man. His shoulder length brown hair fell across his cheek, hiding his face. I stared at him curiously. He wasn’t dressed accordingly, just a plain white buttoned shirt and black pants. The shirt itself wasn’t nice to look at, as it was smeared with dust and had ripped sleeves. He looked down on his hands on his lap. I stood up and walked closer to him, thinking to ask if he wanted to play with me, because he seemed lonely and depressed.

 

            As I took my first step, he looked at me. I stopped where I was, and gawked at him some more. I noticed that his eyes were green, like the grass I stepped on. His face was pale, almost gray, even. The expression he had on it was pure sadness, even with the surprise he showed as he gazed at me. He squinted and examined me from head to toe, tilting his own head to the side. I smiled and came closer. He didn’t move, and still stared at me in shock as I walked. His face confused me.

 

            “Do I have something on my nose?” I asked him, which was probably the reason why he looked at me in an odd way. He kept silent, and I asked some more questions.

 

            “You look sad. Do you want to play with me? I’m sad too, my daddy died,” I said, trying to get him to talk. I waited patiently, still looking at his face. Finally, his mouth opened to say something, but it was barely a whisper.

 

            He struggled for the right words to say. “Yes. I’m sad.”

 

            “Why?”

 

            “I’m dead, too.”

 

            I fell backward, but he reached out a hand hesitantly and grabbed mine before I touched the ground. He let go too soon, and horror filled his eyes as he examined his hands and arms. I examined my own as well. They were cold.

 

            Once he was done, he gazed at me again, now in understanding and acceptance. His mood lightened, and he grinned. “What’s your name?”

 

            “Riley Montclair,” I answered, smiling back.

 

            He repeated my name slowly. “It’s very nice to meet you, Riley Montclair.”

 

            “What’s your name?” I questioned the same thing, with my smile widening. He touched my natural black curls, and the red ribbons that held it. He seemed pleased with what he felt.

 

            “Damien. Just Damien.”

 

            “Do you want to play with me, Damien?” I asked again. Damien nodded, standing up from the swing. I observed his content pale face. He picked me up with his frigid hands and placed me on the seat of the swing. He walked behind me and started to push. I was flying.

 

            Although from the windows of the house, I saw a pair of eyes watching me.

 

 

 

Chapter 1

 

           

            Theodore Ashcroft, whom I fondly call Theo, waited for me in his brand new SUV, something he got for his seventeenth birthday. I met him the same day of the wake of my father, and he’s been one of my best friends ever since. From the porch window, I gestured for him to wait for me longer, since I wasn’t done packing my things. I searched desperately for my copy of Hamlet under the dusty couch.

 

            “Mom! Have you seen my Hamlet book?” I yelled to the kitchen, where Christine was making pancakes. “I’m running late and I need that for English!”

 

            “I think you left it in your room, honey!” she yelled back. Micah had already left for school, leaving me to fend for myself. I ran up to the stairs and into my room, falling to my knees to look for the book under my bed.

 

            “Looking for this?” a voice from behind me said. I jumped up and hit my head on the bed frame.

 

            “Ouch, ouch, ouch!” I yelped, rubbing my scalp and fixing my long, wavy hair, then turning to glare at the person. “Would you stop hiding my stuff? It’s getting me late for class!”

 

            Damien stood there, with a smirk on his face. He was still much taller than me, even after thirteen years, lanky in person, but his light shirt showed muscles under. “Sorry, I can’t help but read your books. They’re interesting.” He chuckled privately as I grabbed the book from him. There he was, still the nineteen year old boy I met when I was four. He laughed again, messing up my hair while he was at it. I scowled, glowering at him.

 

            “I didn’t think dead people could be so annoying,” I muttered, stuffing Hamlet into my backpack.

 

            “Face it, Riley, you like the fact I hang around here,” said Damien proudly. “Well, more than the little boy under Micah’s bed and the old lady that yells at you from the window while you take a shower. At least I don’t do that to you, even if I could.

 

            “You wouldn’t dare,” I spat. “I could punch you anytime, anyway.”

 

            He crossed his arms around his chest, and stared at me with his emerald green eyes again, like that time thirteen years ago.

           

            “What?” I said, irked. Damien merely smiled.

 

            “It’s nothing.”

 

            “Idiot ghost,” I replied, making sure he would hear it. I walked out of the room and stormed down the stairs, ignoring Jake’s mocking. I shouted goodbye to Christine and ran toward Theo’s monster of a car. I sighed as I sat on the front seat beside my friend.

 

            “Sorry,” I apologized sincerely. “Damien was being a nut hiding Hamlet from me. And Jake was yelling at me again.”

 

            Theo snickered as he started the engine, talking to me as he drove. Theo was my neighbor, and he was the only person who knew I had the sixth sense, who knew I could see the dead. He was also the sole witness who saw me talking to Damien out in the backyard, watching everything unravel before his own eyes. “No one says it was easy living in a house full of ghosts.”

 

            “Thank God it isn’t full. I could barely live with three,” I said, rolling up the sleeves of my green sweater. The clouds were covering the sky darkly again, and most likely it was going to rain. I wore my black hoodie just in case.

 

            I continued my rant. “Damien’s alright, but Jake and Old Lady Smithson could get tiresome. The woman screams practically every night, while Jake screams every morning. They’re so loud; I can’t even hear myself think anymore! I hate it.”

 

            “Not Damien,” Theo playfully reminded. I turned to look at him slowly, irritated. His messy short hair was as dark as my raven-colored locks, although his was brown in the sunlight. He was also as pale as me, and people would mistake us as twins because of that. I looked more like Theo than I did so with Micah, my own brother. 

 

            I growled. “Don’t start with me, Theo!”

 

            “Alright, alright! I was just kidding, Ri. I’m just thankful you provided an explanation about that house. If you haven’t told me they were harmless, we would have moved out of this town a long time ago,” he reminded.

           

            “I wouldn’t want to lose my best friend,” I frowned.

 

            “Yeah,” he smiled. “Me, too.”

 

To be continued...

Comments are welcomed! And constructive criticism.


Saturday, March 29, 2008

Currently Listening
The World as We Know It
By The Morning Of
Reverie
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Get me out of this city tonight.

OMG I'M BACK FROM THE DEAD!!!  It's so fun posting in here again. I miss the feeling.

Right now, I don't know what to post but it's fun making random entries anyway. I'll just read some of mine here for inspiration. I SHALL RETURN!!!

 

your regular decorated emergency,

Denise the fish


Saturday, November 24, 2007

Currently Listening
Put Up or Shut Up
By All Time Low
Coffee Shop Soundtrack
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Each breath that you take gives a thunderous sound.

Happy 1st Birthday to my Xanga!

 

w00t!

 

and goodbye to you as well.

 

The Fish is MOVING.

 

Yes, you've heard right. I'm moving. Remember, I've already warned you guys about it. Anyway, I'm still keeping this site up if you want to check out my old blog entries. Or something. My CBOX will be on my new site on Blogger.

Link-- http://rules-of-insanity.blogspot.com

Nyahaha. Well, if you want to comment there, please use my CBOX, since the layout I'm currently using doesn't have comment crap. We'll see what I can do.

In the meantime, I bid farewell to this site...it holds much.

See you at Blogger.

everything's magic,

Denise the fish 


Thursday, November 22, 2007

Currently Listening
I-Empire
By Angels & Airwaves
Everything's Magic
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Hear this please, and watch as your heart speeds up endlessly.

Okaaay...my blog title is unusually happy today, and that's because I'm unusually happy today. It sums up how I feel when he's around. This week was so bloody awesome, despite all the annoying stuff that has happened. Mainly, it concerns Aiden. Ever since I started liking him, I've been turning into this optimistic psycho freak. Tell me if that's good or bad. Haha. Well, I'm happier now. That's good, isn't it?  Getting to the point here, the title/quote is from the new Angels & Airwaves single, "Everything's Magic". AND NOW...EVERYTHING IS!  It's weird...why am I so darn happy?

Before waking up, I had a dream last night. I can't seem to remember the details, but I know Aiden was in there. We talked, and he told me to meet him somewhere...for something. It never happened anyway.

This day started quite boring, since I had nothing to do. Alayne was blocking me again, and so I listened to my iPod while waiting. As we went outside to line up, Dana was reviewing Ibong Adarna. We were making fun of the reviewer, which wasn't very discreet at all, having the word "poop" in it. Hahah.

Sir Cruzado was out for CLE class, and Ms. Tapia was our sub. We had to watch this film about Abraham. Paulo's crazy. He keeps doing these funny comments while the film rolled. It was hilarious. The class couldn't stop laughing. Then came this "bed scene" with Isaac and Rebecca, so many violent reactions came.

And then Ms. Torreon had to "recognize" me for Bb. CSA, and therefore made me recite for all the infinitive phrases. Eeew...I so do not want to be remembered as a Bb. CSA. Haha. Maybe as a songwriter/poet, since that's the talent I'll be showcasing on Talent Night.

On Recess, we had storytime with Eliza. She retold Ibong Adarna to us. Damn, Don Juan's such a pervert. Not only is he a three-timer, and an overrated Gary Sue, but he spied on Maria Blanca while she was taking her bath, and stole her clothes.  Whoa. Being Maria Blanca, she forgave him for that. I would have kicked his scrawny little ass if that happened to me. Hahah. The conversation shifted to Romeo and Juliet, then I retold the story to Dana on how the two lovers committed suicide. Sure, the story's smart, but I didn't like the ending.

Filipino time...I got a perfect score in the quiz. How surprising...and everyone else got a perfect score too. There was some good that came out of my hatred for Don Juan.

Skipping Math, and fast-forwarding to lunchtime. I saw Aiden at the canteen.  That was awesome. I blushed hard...and I couldn't stop laughing. Oh, the agony. Sort of.

Lessons and crap, then finally came dismissal time. I went with Lourdz to the play practice. Noelle told us the schedules for the next rehearsals. Then they've also found a Jack (Franz) for Lourdz's Sally. He's quite good for Jack too. No one else I've seen who screened for Jack was better. The last guy was horrible. *widens eyes*.  Anyway, we still need more extras, and I still need a BLOODY MR. HYDE.

Lourdz, Eliza, and I went back up to go to the songfest practices. I saw Aiden a second time. Gosh...I was seriously hyperventilating when that was done. Scary...

The day ended with my excessive blabs about Murtagh with Aeriel, Louise, Ramon, and Aljohn. *fans self*. Hahah.

I'm actually looking forward for school tomorrow. I can't wait to see him again.

get your hands off of my star,

Denise the fish


Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Currently Listening
Tales Told by Dead Friends
By Mayday Parade
Your Song
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And this jealous actress has a habit of making things sound way too tragic.

Title's from "Black Cat" by Mayday Parade. I'm starting to get addicted again. I like how the vocalist sings/screams the lyrics out. I still have to figure out the meaning of the song. Hmm...speaking of songs, I've been singing "Sally's Song" more recently nowadays. If you listen to the words, err...you'll see then. It's kind of like a female version of "Hopeless Love". I can relate more to "Sally's Song" though. And Lourdz will sing this for the play! Wow. Absolutely, it's a fun song to act out and sing. My horrible voice resounded in the shower as I attempted singing it. Hahah.

As some of you have seen, I've been wearing ribbons in my hair now. Okay, maybe not ribbons, but a ribbon. A black one, to be specific. I'm reminding myself to buy ribbons with more colors. I only have my black ribbon so far. The ribbons are a symbol of my happiness. So folks, if you see a ribbon in my hair, most likely, I feel joyous. If I don't, then I probably feel neutral or sad...or just too lazy to tie it. Hah.  This is an effect Aiden has on me. It's pure insanity. I never did that ('prettify' myself for a certain boy) for Demetri, or Misery...not even Mikey. I'm scaring myself. Gah.

So we've been having A LOT of practices lately. Songfest, Bb. CSA, etc., you name it. Honestly, it's one crazy time. Third grading IS hectic, and being hectic kills me.  I rarely see Andy now, and that's just sad...

Yesterday was blank. I saw Aiden from afar. And then Pablo told me to read his Multiply and comment. Darn, he makes good poetry. I'm not kidding. The dude can be pretty deep. His poems are great.

Today was filled with mixed emotions. I started yesterday happy, but it didn't last, forcing me to take my ribbon off. Today was just...plain weird. Joshua, Alayne, and I were fooling around during Research time. While I was bored during other subjects, I wrote my fanfiction, making one of my dear characters suffer. Aaaw. And I happen to like this guy a lot. Oh well.

When the first half of the day was through, Jebbie and I ate together during lunchtime. We listened to the bands performing for the band show. The band show. Ugh. Horrible, horrible covers so far. The bands that performed did covers of "Thunder" (Boys Like Girls), "Jenny" (The Click Five), "Sugar, We're Goin' Down", and "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs" (both Fall Out Boy). Their vocalists...man, did they suck. They totally butchered all those songs mentioned, especially "Thunder" and "Thnks Fr Th Mmrs". Evil mainstream...

I've been teasing Justin a lot now lately. Heehee. It's really fun. My family will never make me forget that day.

At Science, Ms. Cadano was...err...Ms. Cadano. I worked with Braulio and JK, my groupmates. I found it annoying, as always. When the subject ended, we sped up to HE. Mostly, it was free time. We were just talking and crap. Filipino was quite interesting. We have started with Ibong Adarna. I could relate to Leonora's character. I realized that waiting sucks. What's the use if you know nothing's going to happen anyway? Yet, that's the thing...you don't know what's going to happen. Therefore, I declare that it sucks. I pity Leonora. Don Juan's an ass. He should have just told her that it was useless. In the end, Leonora had to marry Don Pedro instead. She waited for 7 years for Don Juan, man. 7 bloody years. Amazing, isn't it? Too bad it didn't work. It's a waste of time...oh, and my first impression of Maria Blanca: popular, stuck-up bitch. *evil laugh*. Don Juan kind of reminds me of Lucas Scott. *cringe*...and I don't like Lucas' character.

I hung out with Ramon and Aljohn before Bb. CSA rehearsals. Aljohn argued with Carl to get a part in the play. I offered to make him Mr. Hyde, but he doesn't want to be an extra. Tsk-tsk. His loss. Anyway, when I left, I was going up, and I saw Aiden...from his backside. Hahah. He wasn't wearing his typical jacket today. Huh.

We actually didn't do anything during the Bb. CSA practices. After I hung with Jebbie, Dana, and Mika, I was with the other contestants at the Pelota Court. Since we were only 5, we just talked. The guys were talking about weirdo/maniac teachers. It was scary. They were still funny though.

I ran in the rain going to the bus. While waiting to get in, I was opposite Aiden. He noticed, and looked. We stared at each other for about three seconds, and if my eyes were correct, I think he tried to smile at me. I think. It was too dark to see. Nevertheless, I prevented from smiling like an idiot. Haha. That surely made my day.  Aiden!

Ongoing...I'm not missing one, but two friends. We seem to be getting more distant everyday. The both of them aren't talking to me anymore. I don't know what's wrong. Is it lack of time, or what?  I want my best friends back. NOW. It's Christmastime for Pete's sake.

Speaking of that...I'm going shopping soon. Tell me what you guys want, alright? It'll be easier for me. Rah! I think I'll give Aiden a gift too...I think...

there is a place where all our precious dreams remain,

Denise the fish



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